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  <title>@god just fucking de-organ me you wimp</title>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 19 Aug 2020 09:17:17 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>old guard vs. fast fashion</title>
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  <description>I saw an art post on tumblr tonight about how Andy, Joe, Nicky, and Booker, all have older, worn, clothes. While Nile&apos;s are almost always new. And then i was rereading a fic and it involved Copley telling Booker:&amp;nbsp;&lt;span&gt; &amp;quot;I washed what was in your bag, although we really should get you  some new clothes. Lot of knife and bullet holes in some of those.&amp;quot;&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; and the first thing i thought was &amp;quot;you could just mend them.&amp;quot; the second was &amp;quot;naw they wouldn&apos;t know how to do that.&amp;quot;&amp;nbsp; The third was &amp;quot;Booker was a solider in 1800&apos;s france. Of course he knows how to mend his clothes!&amp;quot; All five of the older immortals would. Now this doesn&apos;t mean that Nile doesn&apos;t know how. she might! mending still might be a big part of Black american culture! i dont know! That&apos;s something i need to go look into! But I can&apos;t guaranty that she &lt;em&gt;can&lt;/em&gt;, &amp;nbsp;On the other hand I can almost guaranty that the other five can.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Because this whole (most notably in the middle, and upper class. Because they have that disposable income) behavior of&amp;nbsp; &amp;quot;Oh I&apos;ve worn this 10 times, time to replace it.&amp;quot;&amp;nbsp; Or &amp;quot;This has a small tear/hole in it. time to throw it out!&amp;quot;. This behavior is born out of fast fashion and capitalism convincing us (general society) that we &lt;em&gt;need &lt;/em&gt;New Things All The Time. And yes that behavior has always been around. But not to the current extreme and not with clothes. Because until 1790 everything was done by hand. And even then the sewing machine took a long time to catch on and even longer to become a household item. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gathering the fiber. Spinning the fibers, Weaving the fiber&apos;s into fabric. And finally sewing that fabric into a garment. clothing was &lt;em&gt;expensive. &lt;/em&gt;And we wore it to death.&amp;nbsp; thing&apos;s were patched and pieced relentlessly. every scrape cost and every scrape mattered. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And yes it was mostly seen as woman&apos;s work! but. that leads us to. They were all soldiers, husifs (or housewife) is a small sewing kit that rolls up and fits in a pocket. They have been around for at least a couple hundred years in armies. Repairing clothes was the norm. And being travelers and soldiers. Especially if you&apos;re alone, in pairs, or a small group. they&apos;d need to mend. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can also see, that if it&apos;s not already a skill set she has and uses, Nile picking it up too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Also look me in the eye and tell me Joe and Nicky would have asked Andy and Quynh to mend their clothes. Look me in the eye and tell me Booker tried to pass his mending off to Andy (or anyone else lol) more than once. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TL;DR the majority, if not all of the old guard mend the fuck out of their clothes and generally wear them to death. &lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=ct_tup&amp;ditemid=3426&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>meta?</category>
  <category>the old guard</category>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 30 Aug 2019 02:02:28 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Unconvetual Fanworks likes list</title>
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  <description>Heyyyyy, so a few things! everything besides dnws are optional!  im partial to hurt/comfort but what ever floats your boat &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For i have nothing to add to FFXV and SG:a from my ao3 sign up Have fun and gl!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://ct-tup.dreamwidth.org/3215.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;DNWs:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; spoliers for maybe mid to late season 3 onwards, im just about done season 2 and dont know how far ill get (feel free to contact me if you wanna know which ep exactly! anon is open on this post and my tumblr enbycam) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anything super dark and without happy endings &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Explicit rape/non-con &lt;br /&gt;Humiliation &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Boons:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anything with to do with jon, sasha, tim, and martin as a group! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;office email chains!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;elias&apos;s expense report for when martin was stealing all those fire extinguishers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;it has been __ days since __&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anything that gets you going! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___2&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://ct-tup.dreamwidth.org/3215.html#cutid2&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___2&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;text-align: left;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;DNWs:&lt;/strong&gt; pete/sam unless its past or hes getting dumped on his ass&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Explicit/ focused on rape/non and dubcon&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pure angst with no comfort, grim dark&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Prompts &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mountain shenanigans that feature anyone &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;what harmless rumors are going around?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;it has been __ days since __&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cam/vala/teal&apos;c anything tbh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;none of this hits your jam? do what you want&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=ct_tup&amp;ditemid=3215&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>ao3 challenge</category>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 05 Dec 2018 09:00:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Bad habits to devlop while in the closet in the house where cursing isnt allowed</title>
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  <description>&lt;ol&gt;&lt;li&gt;an inner monologue of &amp;quot;fuck&amp;quot; &amp;quot;shit&amp;quot; &amp;quot;god dammit&amp;quot; &amp;quot;god fucking dammit&amp;quot;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;getting fabric and immediately naming it the &amp;quot;Enby quilt&amp;quot;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;basing 80% of ones humor on being queer&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ol&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=ct_tup&amp;ditemid=2896&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>dee yaks</category>
  <category>for that good good super strong taste</category>
  <category>i slurped striaght outta my tea straner</category>
  <category>im dying</category>
  <category>if that doesnt let on to my dumbassery</category>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 16 Jul 2017 02:08:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>things imma do when i move out</title>
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  <description>&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;&amp;nbsp;get a nostril piercing&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;get &amp;quot;not gay as in happy but queer as in fuck you&amp;quot; or we&apos;re here we&apos;re queer&amp;quot; tattooed somewhere&amp;nbsp;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;form a stitch n bitch and or a yarn work group for queer people&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=ct_tup&amp;ditemid=2445&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>dee yaks</category>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 05 Jul 2017 02:16:48 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;the power went funky and now everyone came downstairs and started making noise and me, being absolute asshole that i am is &amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;:(((&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so like. this is great.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;also like everytime my older sis opens her mouth i get annoyed, like god fucking dammit can i fucking chill.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=ct_tup&amp;ditemid=1841&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>dee&apos;s bitching again</category>
  <lj:mood>bitchy</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 29 Jun 2017 08:33:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i dont get an about tab??</title>
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  <description>hey Dee, I&apos;m 22 and still super queer for sam in BDU pants and a leather jacket. &amp;nbsp;i&apos;m bigender (xie/xem and she/her pronouns), Queer. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;im into many things inculding knitting, sewing, and the Procrastination Station! &lt;strike&gt;that last one was a lie. save me&lt;/strike&gt; i can and will flip flop wildly between interests.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=ct_tup&amp;ditemid=1448&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <lj:mood>tired</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jun 2017 19:42:47 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>clingy mcclingy</title>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;so like as it turns out leaving the house for over a collective of 18 hours has made my kitty very very clingy. i have to pee so bad but cat. i also have a record of 11 tabs. my laptop is dying.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=ct_tup&amp;ditemid=1264&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>life</category>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 24 Jun 2017 06:19:42 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>eight hour religious hell conference</title>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;:))))))))))))))))))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://ct-tup.dreamwidth.org/895.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=ct_tup&amp;ditemid=895&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>dee&apos;s religious trama</category>
  <category>venting</category>
  <lj:mood>miserable</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jun 2017 21:31:23 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;i dont wanna go to the convention. i dont wanna go i dont wanna go i dont wanna go i dont wanna go i dont wanna go i dont wanna go i dont wanna go&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=ct_tup&amp;ditemid=593&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>venting</category>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 18 Jun 2017 05:34:25 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;my h/c bingo card mwahaha &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://ct-tup.dreamwidth.org/471.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;My hc_bingo card&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=ct_tup&amp;ditemid=471&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>h/c bingo</category>
  <category>and i already have an idea or 2 for some</category>
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